Rain falls outside.. I think the sky must know what's happening tonight

It's bitter cold outside
But the sun still shines 'cause we can feel it
Benjamin, you mark the life that was left behind
We see him in your eyes

Yes I'm quiet. No, I haven't spoken much. Yes there is a reason. I'm sorry I don't always know it. Sometimes I just get sad, sometimes I just get quiet, sometimes I just feel lonely. Understandable? I think so. Maybe you don't.
You think it means I don't trust you with the reason. What reason? Why should it mean that? Is there a reason I shouldn't trust you now. It feels like it. You haven't been honest. I think you know.
I cannot be your reason, I will not be your easy way out. Step up. Grow up. This isn't a game. I've stepped in because you have not even noticed the results of your actions.
You think this is me jealous? Baby I don't care. I've never cared. I expected nothing. I was just so damn happy to get my friend back. & yet that doesn't appear to want to last long anyway. Why the suspicious? Why the angry? Why the bitter? You don't understand. You ask me “who's fault is that?” well ask yourself that same Q. cos I'm not giving you ALL the answers.
You know me. You should be able to work this one out. If you can't.. then i'm just not sure where that leaves us sunshine.-

And we will be friends for a long, long time
So until you can talk, just cry
And know that we will be friends for the rest of our lives

Benjamin- Sanctus Real